Teen Suicide
Artist

Teen Suicide

Genre: Alt / Indie, Lo-Fi, Indie Pop
Origin: U.S.A
The enigmatic multi-instrumentalist Sam Ray from Baltimore steers Teen Suicide, whose emo-infused noise punk drew widespread notice during the early 2010s. Following an intense sequence of bold and erratic recordings, the outfit paused operations before regrouping to deliver the stylistically varied 2016 album It's the Big Joyous Celebration, Let's Stir the Honeypot. Ray later redirected the endeavor under the American Pleasure Club banner and sustained activity until a medical emergency interrupted his work. Reinstating the Teen Suicide name, he resurfaced in 2022 with the intense and philosophically charged Honeybee Table at the Butterfly Feast.

Ray and drummer Eric Livingston formed the initial lineup of Teen Suicide in 2009. The duo compiled early recordings into the 2011 release Bad Vibes, then issued the EPs DC Snuff Film, Goblin Problems, and Hymns before unveiling their first album, I Will Be My Own Hell Because There Is a Devil Inside My Body, via Run for Cover Records in 2012. Bassist Alec Simke entered shortly afterward and contributed to the subsequent EP Waste Yrself. Although the group dissolved in 2013, its members occasionally reunited for isolated performances and stray tracks over the following years. Expanded and remastered editions of the debut album along with DC Snuff Film and Waste Yrself (combined on one disc) surfaced in 2015. Late that year the standalone track "Sonic Youth" emerged without clear attribution to Teen Suicide. Several months afterward, plans for a new album surfaced, culminating in the April 2016 arrival of the expansive sophomore effort It's the Big Joyous Celebration, Let's Stir the Honeypot.

Ray, drummer Sean Mercer, and bassist Nick Hughes announced the retirement of the Teen Suicide name and tested interim monikers such as the World's Greatest and Dumpster before adopting American Pleasure Club as their ongoing identity. Vocalist Kitty Ray, Sam Ray's spouse, joined the lineup, and the project issued A Whole Fucking Lifetime of This in 2018 followed by Fucking Bliss in 2019. A serious but undiagnosed respiratory condition and ensuing brush with death sidelined Ray for an extended stretch. That ordeal shaped the expansive 2022 statement Honeybee Table at the Butterfly Feast, which revived the Teen Suicide designation and functioned as a thematic continuation of the 2016 full-length.

Top Songs

  1. dc snuff film / waste yrselfhaunt me (x 3)dc snuff film / waste yrself · 2015dc snuff film / waste yrself2:46
  2. i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my bodyno, the mooni will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body · 2015i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body2:32
  3. dc snuff film / waste yrselfeverything is going to helldc snuff film / waste yrself · 2015dc snuff film / waste yrself2:44
  4. i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my bodythe same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreamsi will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body · 2015i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body4:51
  5. i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my bodyif i cleaned everythingi will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body · 2015i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body2:16
  6. honeybee table at the butterfly feastyou were my starhoneybee table at the butterfly feast · 2022honeybee table at the butterfly feast1:02
  7. dc snuff film / waste yrselfsalvia plathdc snuff film / waste yrself · 2015dc snuff film / waste yrself1:41
  8. i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my bodygive me back to the skyi will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body · 2015i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body2:12
  9. dc snuff film / waste yrselfwe found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowersdc snuff film / waste yrself · 2015dc snuff film / waste yrself2:28
  10. i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my bodyuntitled-oct19i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body · 2015i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body2:22
  11. rarities, b-sides, demos, outtakes, & secret songs... 2009 - 2019Cop graveyard (original version)rarities, b-sides, demos, outtakes, & secret songs... 2009 - 2019 · 2019rarities, b-sides, demos, outtakes, & secret songs... 2009 - 20192:06
  12. i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my bodycop graveyardEi will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body · 2015i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body2:27
  13. dc snuff film / waste yrselfworthlessdc snuff film / waste yrself · 2015dc snuff film / waste yrself2:19
  14. Bad Vibes ForeverI Feel Like DyingBad Vibes Forever · 2015Bad Vibes Forever2:22
  15. dc snuff film / waste yrselffalling in lovedc snuff film / waste yrself · 2015dc snuff film / waste yrself2:55
  16. dc snuff film / waste yrselfdoing all the things i used to do with people, part 2dc snuff film / waste yrself · 2015dc snuff film / waste yrself2:57
  17. i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my bodyswallowEi will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body · 2015i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body2:46
  18. dc snuff film / waste yrselflonely boy goes to a ravedc snuff film / waste yrself · 2015dc snuff film / waste yrself2:01
  19. Bad Vibes ForeverSuicideBad Vibes Forever · 2015Bad Vibes Forever1:42
  20. honeybee table at the butterfly feastget high, breathe underwater (#3)honeybee table at the butterfly feast · 2022honeybee table at the butterfly feast3:52

Albums

honeybee table at the butterfly feast

honeybee table at the butterfly feast

E2022
rarities, b-sides, demos, outtakes, & secret songs... 2009 - 2019

rarities, b-sides, demos, outtakes, & secret songs... 2009 - 2019

2019
rarities, b-sides, demos, outtakes, & secret songs... 2009 - 2019
Teen Suicide · Album · 2019
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  1. Dye my hairTeen Suicide2:18
  2. NothingTeen Suicide2:04
  3. I wanna be a witch (live)Teen Suicide2:26
  4. Light a candle for me (for AP)Teen Suicide2:52
  5. Cop graveyard (original version)Teen Suicide2:06
  6. Empty room (full band demo)Teen Suicide2:06
  7. Death machineTeen Suicide1:20
  8. Goes on (instrumental)Teen Suicide & American Pleasure Club3:11
  9. Glee club (stomach of the earth demo)Teen Suicide1:55
  10. At night all the birds are sleepingTeen Suicide2:30
  11. Best ever death metal band out of denton (live)Teen Suicide2:14
  12. Ryan & Sam play 'falling forever & ever'Teen Suicide0:56
  13. Eating the songTeen Suicide2:23
  14. Bummer (instrumental)Teen Suicide2:19
  15. The most beautiful thing in the worldTeen Suicide1:51
  16. Only an echo (scratch vocal mix)Teen Suicide & American Pleasure Club3:16
  17. Lightning bolt (live backyard demo)Teen Suicide3:25
  18. White room (demo with 'human sadness' solo)Teen Suicide2:11
  19. like i got electricity all through my blood or something (demo)Teen Suicide & American Pleasure Club3:26
  20. Somewhere between the world & all the other things I've lovedTeen Suicide & American Pleasure Club2:56
  21. Tape collageTeen Suicide0:30
  22. Empty space (boombox demo)Teen Suicide1:47
  23. The way we were with people (guitar & vocal reference)Teen Suicide3:02
  24. LightTeen Suicide1:47
  25. Casper the friendly ghostTeen Suicide2:05
  26. already in me (demo)Teen Suicide & American Pleasure Club3:00
  27. Blue (instrumental)Teen Suicide2:30
  28. Neighborhood drug dealer (demo)Teen Suicide2:01
  29. Library (live on KZUU)Teen Suicide3:17
  30. The way we were with people (live on KZUU)Teen Suicide3:26
  31. I will love you til the day I die (instrumental)Teen Suicide & American Pleasure Club2:53
  32. Sam StoneTeen Suicide & American Pleasure Club5:24
  33. I'm falling in love (Live on WMUC)Teen Suicide1:09
  34. Oh my god (mic test demo)Teen Suicide1:46
  35. New Years Eve (2012 demo)Teen Suicide1:39
  36. Everything is Fine (Live)Teen Suicide2:10
  37. Handlebars (Live)Teen Suicide3:05
  38. Death as a movieTeen Suicide2:45
  39. Swimming (Demo)Teen Suicide2:10
  40. Benzo (Demo)Teen Suicide3:27
  41. Everything is fine (demo)Teen Suicide2:11
  42. Falling in love (demo)Teen Suicide3:04
  43. Going to the owl cemetery (Demo)Teen Suicide3:07
  44. The Things I Love are Killing Me (live)Teen Suicide & American Pleasure Club1:50
  45. Strung out again or somethingTeen Suicide2:44
  46. Untitled-oct7 (Live)Teen Suicide2:24
A Whole Fucking Lifetime of This

A Whole Fucking Lifetime of This

E2018
It's the Big Joyous Celebration, Let's Stir the Honeypot

It's the Big Joyous Celebration, Let's Stir the Honeypot

2016
dc snuff film / waste yrself

dc snuff film / waste yrself

E2015
i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body

i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body

E2015

Singles & EPs